..it's another girls paradise..

I have no need
for a sea view
for a sea view
I have no need
I have my little
pleasures
this wall being one of these

when I come to terms
to terms with this
when I come to terms
with this
when I come to terms
with this whip lash
of Silk on wool embroidery

Tori Amos - Parasol

Another part of my life has ended. I'll will miss the girls at work, I had fun with them. Yesterday they made me laugh for the last time propably.
Hmm, it's stupid - I would like to tell you about so many things that had happened, but I can't find the right words for now...

A small step for a man...

Erm I mean a small step for Google but a big one for the Jabber/XMPP community - Google Talk is live and it's using XMPP. Everything that's required is a proper Jabber/XMPP client and a Gmail account.
The next step should be enabling connections from other Jabber server to Google's one, because currently you can't talk to them without a Gmail account on both sides :/

101 uses for a cat. 5e patchcord

Okay, maybe not exactly 101 uses but still one.
Do you know that you can use use it to view your DivX movies on a TV far far away?
No? You do now :)
Don't mess around with all your cables for audio and video, you can have it all in one cat 5e UTP cable - just attach two S-Video plugs, one 3.5mm jack and two RCA jacks. Maybe it's not all that perfect if you want 5.1 sound,but my crappy SB 16 can't handle it anyway and the difference is hardly noticeable.
The video signal also suits my needs and I can hardly notice the difference between using an out of the box S-Video cable and this one.
Now I must just get my Radeon to work in X Windows with TV out enabled :/

..."Lonely as I am, together we cry"...

Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I wanna spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now

I've been looking for a savior in these dirty streets
Looking for a savior beneath these dirty sheets
I've been raising up my hands
Drive another nail in just what god needs one more victim

Why do we crucify ourselves
Every day
I crucify myself
Nothing I do is good enough for you
Crucify myself
Every day
And my heart is sick of being in chains

Tori Amos - Crucify

Thanks to Patrys our planet has a new look, so let's all say a big Thank You to him!
Oh, and there's some other good news too - I've passed all my exams! Yupi, especially with that 5 in .Niet. It would be great to have some time for myself, but work is calling and there are also some projects left behind, which I should finish before august, blah...
<The rest of this post was postponed, please come again later>

It's just not true..

..that MsnBetter ThanGoogle and it's just not true that I'm all alone. There's always Someone, maybe she's far away, maybe we don't talk too often, but it's always helpful to know, that she's there and maybe thinking about me from time to time (no, she's not what you think, she's a friend, loved one, but still a friend).
Some good news - got a 4+ in computer networks, nice, could be better but I didn't learn for it too much, I still got a job, I'm not ill (seriously) so everything ought to be okay. Nevermind...
BTW Grzegorz Halama Oklasky is wonderful, I've been laughing all the time yesterday at his performance - seeing him live was 1000x better than on TV!

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

Pink Floyd - Wish You Were Here

Something terrible has happend - I miss you, I really do miss you. Maybe you'll never read this, but this had to be written.
The terrible part of it is that somehow I can't say it to you, I'm just scared(?) or maybe I'm just dumb, yeah, that could be it. Another month will pass and I'll be still sitting here, writing those stupid posts and killing myself piece by piece, ehh...
Maybe some of you want to hear some news from the Scribus/Kexi front. The latter one is missing some translations because of some issues with the new VCS or lack of man power I can't tell exactly - the fact is that there are no translations yet except a polish one from OpenOffice Polska not included in the recent spec file, because I'm waiting for all of them ;)
As of Scribus - it should be out in a few days/weeks as usual so please, just wait patiently.
Hmm, I shouldn't post about technical stuff like you can see in the example above ;>

..post friends syndrome...

5am friday morning
thursday night far from sleep
i'm still up and driving
can't go home obviously
so i'll just change direction
cause they'll soon know where i live
and i wanna live
got a full tank and some chips

Tori Amos - Me and a Gun

And I'm here, back home after a night full of...Actually, full of what?
Thoughts? Dreams? I've spent a few lovely hours with some of my old friends, and when I say old I mean that I know them for more then 2 years. Didn't have many friends before, not such I would like to remember, but that's not the point here. It was good to see, that they are still together after 2 years, and they look as much in love as when I've seen them together the first time.
Somehow I envy them, I would like to have someone by my side, but it's impossible now and I think it also won't be possible in the future. Still, I just can't get used to being alone, even though I'm alone as long as I can remember. One can say: as long as you have your friends you're not alone, but this just isn't true. OK, you can spend some wonderful time with your friends, but it'll never be like, like what? I don't know the feeling when you're together with someone you love, however there's a strange feeling inside me what it could be like. Ehhh, nevermind. After all - you must live the life you were given, because there's no other one to live...

Maybe let me change the topic of this post, I can always write more later.
Expect some changes to Planet PLD because I handed over everything related to it to Patrys. Of course if he agrees I will still handle some adminsitration tasks, like adding new journals, etc. but all the design work is his domain now (not that I would ever have time to fix the current layout :P).

..the outsider..

Disconnect and self destruct, one bullet at a time
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
If you choose to pull the trigger, should your drama prove sincere
Do it somewhere far away from here

a perfect circle

Sometimes I feel like I'm the outsider here and maybe I am.
I think that I'm missing something, while I try to live a different life. But it's still a life - who decides that one is better from another? On the other hand one can define a bad lifestyle, a bad life is when it destroys your body and soul. When your first thought after waking up is I hope this day will end soon or when you think that you must drink something just to get up. I had no job for some time and I must say it was horrible, you wake up and you just don't have anything to do, so you stay in bed as long as you can. Maybe it was just a depression, but still it was a life...

Tori Amos, life, the universe and everything

I'm not in love
so don't forget it
it's just a silly phase
i'm going through
and just because
i call you up
don't get me wrong
don't think you got it made
i'm not in love, no
it's because...

I'm still under the influence of Tori Amos and Sigur Ros, but (why there's always a "but"?) somehow it makes me worry. Worry about the friends I've lost just because I was such a dumb ass. I couldn't make their lifes better, a little more interesting - in the end I've just made them sad.
Now I get the chance to fix some of my mistakes, they won't be forgotten but maybe I can just apologize...

..damn damn damn..

It seems that I'm stuck with kernel 2.6.8-4 on my router and it su%$. Somehow there are problems with it's APIC and the NIC's refuse to work properly. Exactly the built-in adapter. Maybe I'll try sometime to disable it and insert a second RTL8139, maybe it'll work then, but to to that I need a second machine so my users won't whine...

..outage..

Just dropping you a note that Planet PLD could be down tommorow for a few hours - I'm renovating so thing will be moved here and there..

..me and a gun..

I have to stop listetning to Tori Amos, her music brings back some stupid memories from times better then now. Hmm, actually it's hard to tell if they were better, they were different though... But still, I miss that girl, eh...

Typos suck!

Hmm, Planet PLD was down for a few days and it looks like no one has noticed it. Sadly I've made a typo in my firewall config and all traffic to port 80 was being dropped, but it seems to be ok now. Let's see if someone actually visits this site...

Breaking the rules

Breaking the rules doesn't always pay off. Especially breaking the "if it works, don't change it" rule like I did yesterday. Rule number two: if you do break the first rule, make sure it isn't related to the PLD kernel package.
Spent the last few hours trying to figure out why my second NIC doesn't work and it seems like it's a kernel bug in the 8139too module, giving a lot of "Apr 8 08:53:46 xxx kernel: NETDEV WATCHDOG: eth1: transmit timed out". Of course on 2.6.8-4 (copied from an other router) none of this messages appear and everything "just works" ™.
But I have lost ALSA support, boooo. Seems like I'll have to build the kernel package myself...
[UPDATE] It looks like this bug is connected with APIC, enableapic seems to work but enableapic lapic gives horrifying lags – up to 5000 miliseconds to the nearest router...

Back to work again...

It seems that I can get back to work again. I have updated the polish version of docs.scribus.net with a plugin tutorial and more docs are soon to come.
There's a nice thread about OSS graphics apps and colour management on the mailing list. Peter reminded us all of a maling list for colour management stuff, so if you're interested then pay them a visit!

IPv6?

Hmm, Planet PLD Linux should be officially IPV6 enabled. It took me a while to get this all up and running, because of some disinformation in lighttpd (the -6 command line option doesn't seem to exist in PLD, instead there's a config file variable...) but is' okay now.
The last few days I've been busy with some unexpected work. I had to move some of my web pages to an other server, pay for it etc and I hope I get everything finished by the weekend.

The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

Ok, first the good news - I have a new job. Well, not so new, because I've been working there a few months ago, but hey - it's a job - well paid (for me) and not so hard ;)
Now for the bad news - lighttpd died a few days ago and no one has noticed it, damn first of all I don't know why it dies, the logs are empty no messages on the console no nothing. Secondly - I don't have any CPU cycles left to replace it with something that Just Works (TM) eg. Apache :|
If that wasn't bad enough - the patent directive was passed by the ministers, so I can drop my studying and learn some washing up ;) No, frankly I sent some snail mails to my MEPs - let's see if they'll answer me..

Nothing more but Lemmings...

From Planet KDE:

1. Grab the nearest book.


2. Open the book to page 123.


3. Find the fifth sentence.


4. Post the text of the sentence in your journal along with these instructions.


5. Don't search around and look for the "coolest" book you can find. Do what’s actually next to you.

Ok, so it's "Operating System Concepts" by Abraham Silberschatz (Bell Labs) and Peter Baer Galvin (Corporate Technologies, Inc.):
Proces konsumenta ma lokalną zmienną nastk, w której jest przechowywana jednostka do skonsumowania:

repeat
    while we = wy do nic;
    nastk := bufor[wy]
    we := wy + 1 mod n;
    ...
    konsumuj jednostkę nastk
    ...
until false;

Sadly all the *normal* books were to far to reach :(

I've been playing around with Google Picasa lately - geez, it rocks. Here's a sample :) 
Anyway, Planet PLD is still on my router instead of a proper server, if you wan't to donate some space and python+cron power please drop me a note...

Planet PLD Linux

Uff, finally it works, I'm still waiting for a domain for it but it works :D
It needs some tweaks here and there in the layout code, some internationalization but hopefully it'll be ready on monday (I have my exams this weekend so I can't work on it :( )